It is in the looking glass I have come to discover
That the face I bear may not be what truly reflects
For long I have marched to the song of another
So I wonder about such things with some distress
I know that I have been set loose from the bonds of doom
And freedom given to sail towards shores of true destiny
But nonetheless I find unable to set my own threads in the loom
For I do not think myself able to chart towards eternity
Here and there I catch the faint refrains of the true music
And perhaps for a few steps I cross what is my intended reality
But too quickly I come ensnared and doubt my course in panic
Unanchored, uprooted, I slip into disconnect and depravity
I would count this pattern as something utterly hopeless
Were it not for the glimpses of truth in the midst of a mind’s chaos
I have known and been graced with something boundless
From one who knows my smallest joys, my greatest loss